I’m going to say something about me right off the bat, “I was healthier when I was overweight” feel so much better now…LOL…

I was going to have a CT scan done today because I had a mild seizure last week…But unfortunately my veins(small veins) are not cooperating with anyone…So they are hoping to get me in on Friday….

When I went in to see the doctor I had my blood pressure taken, Intern couldn’t find it, then the guy tried to take my blood from a finger to see how my sugar was, NO couldn’t get it either…He looked at me and asked if I was alive…Poor guy tried 2 times, it’s like really…I told you I don’t have any blood to give…I know he is going to go back to school and talk about this one…

So tomorrow I come in for another round of tests so they can get a reading on my glucose levels…I have to be there by 7 A.M. and it takes 3 hours to do…The nurses have to give me this sugary drink and I know I’m going to have some major dumping going on…

My doctor is pretty sure it’s my sugar levels cause when they finally did get a reading on my sugar today it was low…

I guess this is the price I have to pay for mutilating my body just to lose weight…LMAO…

Since my last post, my body still hasn’t changed much…But the good news is I haven’t had another seizure…

My arms and feet still like to go numb after I eat, which is wild since this all started since I had my b-12 shot…Sometimes my face and eyes like to go numb or eyes going blurry but want can I do and who can I complain to…I did this myself, I wanted that instant gratification and I guess I got more then what I asked for…LOL…

I did call my doctor and left a message so we will see what he has to say…

I hope everyone out there is doing well and having a great day…

Well I found out something that I don’t what to think about…

When I went to have my Upper EDG(scope they put down your throat) they noticed that I didn’t have a normal pouch like we are suppose to…You know it suppose to look like a little egg pouch, well my is just like a tube…It is just narrow like a long tube would look like, I don’t have that egg pouch…I guess this makes sense since I don’t have a problem with bread and can count on my hand how many times something has gotten stuck…This is just wild and I wonder how many people have this as well…I mean how will we actually know unless we have an ex-ray or something…But this makes sense now since this one Doctor ask me where my stomach was…Now I know…

Well yesterday was an eventful day…

I wrote yesterday on the blog how I was trembling and thought maybe it was related to my b-12 shot I got the other day…But i’m not so sure now what happened or is going on with me…

During the mid afternoon after I wrote that I kept getting worse and trembling really hard, so I thought I would lay down and try to rest it off…Well what I remember next will haunt me forever…I woke up shaking so hard I had spit coming out of my mouth and couldn’t stop…Sometimes I didn’t even know what was happening was real…But finally it stopped and my limbs and back was so tight that when I tried to walk I could barely move and I kept swaying back and forth…I called a nurse I know and she said it sounds like I had a mild one…And I need to keep an eye on it…

I’m trying to put this out of mind cause I don’t want to think that this could be another problem added on to so much more…Especially since I don’t have a history of this…I feel like I’m a burden half the time to my friends and family and feel I’m going to go out of my mind if I have to deal with one more thing…My husband wants me to go see a Neurologist…We will see…

Yesterday I went to have a b-12 shot from my family doctor like I do every month…

But this morning I woke up and I can’t stop trembling…It feels like my nervous systems are going in overload and I don’t know how to make it stop…Am I having some adverse reaction to my shot, I don’t know…It becomes scary when your body does things you have no clue what is going on with it…

I mean yesterday they couldn’t get my blood pressure at all…And they were like we know your alive cause your talking to us…Maybe I shouldn’t be scared and just suck it up and try to relax…