Archive for October, 2009

Apologize…

Sunday, October 25th, 2009

Sorry I haven’t been on here much in the past week…With this moving and all has seriously had my nerves on edge…I imagine everyone has at least moved once and know how stressful it can be…And especially since I’m the one doing it and I have been sick…Not what I wanted to have happened to me…But that is my life, if I go 2 weeks without being sick that is a miracle in it’s self…I hope I don’t sound like a whiny butt, but wanted to let you know what has been going on…

Thank you for being so patient with me…I love all of my readers, your all wonderful…

Random Thoughts…

Monday, October 19th, 2009

Sorry I haven’t been on here in a couple of days…Moving is getting the best of me and it’s never going to end I can feel it…LOL…

Health wise I’m doing ok wouldn’t say the best and wouldn’t say at my worse either…The Glyset(control sugar pills) seem to really be helping my sugar levels…I know if I wasn’t taken them my sugar would be through the roof…One time when I forgot to take my pill my sugar went to 202 and believe me I wasn’t in the mood to walk on my treadmill at 11:00 pm at night…But what did I have to do was walk for 1/2 hour and drink a gallon(seem liked it) of water…I make sure now I carry those with me at all time…

And on my vitamins it seems like the Natural vitamins are actually working…I know shocker isn’t it…Who would of thought that, oh yeah my best friend would…I guess I needed to open up my mind a little on natural medicine…Believe me I’m not saying people should do it…I”m just saying how it worked for me…

Proud…

Wednesday, October 14th, 2009

I have to say I’m feeling really proud of my husband at this moment…It took alot of courage to write down what he did and put those emotions into words…It’s hard to express what is in your head and I should know…Writing all of this for the past months has helped me and at times scares me cause it’s so honest about how I’m feeling…But at the same time I feel I can be completely honest with my readers cause I have support from my wonderful husband who is not going to judge me for what I write…I have to write what I know that is in my heart…

So now that I have said that, I have to finish with what I was doing…We still have not moved yet, but we are soon and I’m staring at things that are calling my name(please box me up)…How I hate doing this, but oh well…

I hope all is well in your life and you are having a peaceful filled day…

Feel my spirit is dying…

Thursday, October 8th, 2009

Not to sound so melodramatic, but I do feel this way…Every time I turn around it’s something else is going wrong with me…Why? I dont’ know, my body didn’t and isn’t taking this Gastric Bypass thing lightly…It hates it and me I feel…

My sugar issues I thought was getting better, well in the past 5 days I have been experiencing after I eat very high sugar again and that is testing it one hour afterwards…And experiencing with it burning sensations and cramps in my arms…Well I thought I’m doing something wrong so I called the Endocrinologist today and well it sounds like another problem…

I explained to her my situation and what was going on and I was like cramping arms, legs, burning arms, around my mouth it tingles sometimes…And she goes that is symptoms of low calcium…Low Calcium she said can bring on sugar issues as well…And I’m like What…How can that be…I take everything under the sun, but what my body hates me…Here is a list that I take so you know..

1. Calcium Gummy w/vitamin D 3- 2 per day 1000mg
2. Vitamin D 3 Liquid- 1000mg- once a day
3. Liquid Calcium- 1000 mg- nightly
4. Drink 8 oz of milk every morning
5. Vitamin D- 50,000 IU once a week
6. Calcium in my multivitamin- everyday

So if this isn’t enough then what the hell is…I’m tired of these guessing games, I’m tired of everything at this moment…I can’t enjoy my “new body” or anything…I was healthier when I was fat, plain and simple…

Update on Sugar Issues…

Sunday, October 4th, 2009

Sorry, I haven’t been on here much this past week…We are getting ready to move this month and it’s quite hectic…

Well as you might remember from my last post, I started taking a pill to help with my blood sugar issues…And so far it seems to be working, but sometimes it doesn’t so much when I have foods that aren’t good for me…Like white bread, tea or foods high in Carbohydrates…Now I’m on a totally different diet then I have been even since my surgery…You ask aren’t we suppose to stay away from that with this surgery, well I was blessed to eat whatever and not have hardly any issues…My how things have turned…But in a way I guess this could be happening to make sure I never do gain my weight back…Yes, I try to stay positive and think it’s for a reason…Might not be, but hey I have to think that way otherwise I might go crazy and have a pity party…

I hope everyone is having a wonderful Sunday and talk later…


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