I have been pretty busy lately as you might have read getting together with friends that I haven’t seen in a while due to me always being ill in one form or another…Well I don’t know if that was the smartest thing on my part…I believe I have pushed myself to hard and now I’m paying the price and now I know why I couldn’t do a full time job or maybe even a part time job…

I would say I haven’t slept well in the past week and now my body is screaming at me and making all kinds of weird things happen…For example since I have been up late into early morning I woke up yesterday with a blood vessel that has popped in my eye…Do you know how weird and painful that is…You can barely see my eye color which is blue because it’s just like someone painted my whole eye bright red and decided that it also needs to be swollen…How embarrassing…And to top it off that when I start feeling tired my body shakes like I’m going into a seizure or that I have Parkinson’s(not to be mean if you have that, only way I can describe it)…This isn’t normal and now I feel I could just collapse and I might just do that…

Just another day in my world…Welcome aboard…

Berrigirl

I do not have Celiac Disease and after all of my test came back, not even a trace could be found…Now I’m so elated to hear that..So on the positive side at least I don’t have to change my diet even more then I already have to…And the negative side is that I’m still not absorbing things like I should, so my quest will still go on to figure out why…

Thank you to everyone who supports me and who also gave me very encouraging words during this time to see if I had this disease or not…I will always be so grateful to have you each in my life…

Thank You,
Berrigirl

I apologize for not being around much lately…Between visiting friends and doing stuff around the house, I haven’t found time for just me…So this weekend I kinda did just that and spent time with myself and my lovely husband of course…I’m an only child so I like to decompress sometimes and not think about anything so I grab a book and just sit and read…If I could live in a library I would…

I know a lot of you have been asking me if I had heard anything back from my Doctor about my test on Celiac Disease…Well I called and they still haven’t gotten my test results back, but their not really sure if I have that…So I just press on and wait and have come to the conclusion that possibly the WLS failed me and that maybe through my experience good and bad another person won’t have to deal with issues that I have experienced in the past…I hold out hope that Doctors will become more aware of what is going on and not be passive when it comes to us….

So I hope everyone is having a great Monday morning…I’m sitting over here without hot water because our pilot light went out on the gas water heater…And guess what, my husband doesn’t know how to light it either…This is going to be just great, if you don’t hear from me then you know why…LOL…

Berrigirl

This week needs to calm down some…Today is the first day that I have had time to myself…I’m the type of girl that needs her alone time, but I haven’t had that and I was getting grumpy…LOL…I love everyone in my life and they are a true blessing to me, but sometimes I also just want to curl up in my chaise lounge and read a good book…Maybe that comes from being an only child…LOL…But I have been catching up on errands that I have been neglecting and going to lunch with friends…So now you know why I have kinda been M.I.A. lately…

But during this time I have come up with some ideas that I hope to be launching really soon…I know it sounds like I’m doing a perfume line but that wouldn’t be so bad, now would it? A little sweet smell of berries…:) Ok I’m off topic but start looking for a another blog that I will be launching…I hope you will be just as excited about it as I am…

Keep you posted…Hope everyone is having a great day!

Berrigirl

Just had to get this off my chest and it has nothing to do about my sickness for once…

There is a house that is being sold in our subdivision and it’s a really cute home with a wooden bench out front with landscaping…But what happened yesterday has kept bugging me and I don’t know what to do about it…Yes, some people would say just get over it, but I can’t…

The guy who lives to the right of this house went over there yesterday and started digging up plants to put in his own yard…OK I don’t understand how someone can do this…My mind just doesn’t wrap around something like this…This is where my faith in people really disappoints me…Of course this guy got up and went to church this morning, how can someone have a good conscience and do something like this…It floors me to no end…

Now I’m taking inventory on my own landscaping so if something comes up missing, I know where to start looking…

Thank you for letting me vent….

Berrigirl