I made it out of my Colonoscopy and Upper GI yesterday and I didn’t wake up…YAY! But let me tell you I had a little breakdown during everything…I guess I should feel in the blanks on what happened yesterday…
I had to arrive at the hospital before 7 a.m. and well since my doctor is the chief of medical staff he had to run a meeting, so I had to wait until 8:30 a.m. so my nerves that I thought where under control wasn’t…They got the Anesthesiologist to come in to find a vein, well good luck with that since I hadn’t had anything to drink in over 8 hours so you could say I was a little dehydrated…Well it took him 3 sticks and that is when my breakdown accrued…I just kept thinking that this was going to be like last time and how I woke up during the procedure of the Upper GI and I’m in the same room as last time and all…So why he is poking and prodding me to find a vein, I’m crying hysterically…And my poor husband is trying to rub my head and the nurse is squeezing my hand…This isn’t helping me at the moment, I just wanted to runaway with my backless gown and never look back…Now how pathetic am I, seriously..Finally he hit a vein and they rolled me in to do the procedures and they promised me that they would knock me out good and well it was a success…I don’t recall one thing that they did, but they did remove a piece out of my new Gastric Bypass stomach which I don’t understand why…I know things are going on with me, but they didn’t tell me what they were testing for…On my discharge it says normal Upper GI except bypass…Now the Doctor told my husband that the surgery part still looked good…So if anyone can explain what they think that is, I would sure appreciate it…I go back in a week to see what they found out and will keep everyone posted…
I apologize for not being around much but what I have been going through has put me in a funk and I need to get out of it…And it seems like there is always something and I don’t like that…I want to share my experiences but it’s tiring as well to tell the bad more then good…So believe me when I say this, I don’t like telling you nothing but the negative but this is my life and I have to be honest with my readers…I can’t say I’m having a great day when I’m not, it’s not me to deceive anyone…I appreciate each and everyone of you who have been so kind to offer support and just being there…
Berrigirl