I have been having alot of issues again health wise as some of you might know about and it’s getting old and tiring…LOL…
They found out that I have low blood sugar but since I had my seizure they want me to do a CT scan just to make sure nothing else is wrong with me…And at this point, I really don’t care anymore…I mean if there is something else, do I want to know cause then there will be more test and sticking needles in me that I just don’t want…Am I wrong about feeling this way…I just get so tired of having to think about me and how I’m doing…That wasn’t the deal with this surgery…I was suppose to be healthy…
Honestly I try to stay as positive as I can be and keep upbeat for my husband and friends…I mean come on how can I be “tired ” all the time, right…But I am…And I feel so guilty when they ask how I’m doing, cause it’s not fair to them either…
So here I go and get stick like a pin cushion again…”Smiling”