I wonder sometimes if I should just stop all this nonsense and just live my life…Yes, I know I have alot of problems with my complications from Gastric Bypass, but I can’t help but wonder if I just need to not worry about all of it and enjoy my life…
I know I need my vitamins to be able to function, but I’m so over Doctors using me as their personal guinea pig…Yes, they need to figure out what is wrong when they have no clue, but the financial burden that I’m causing is so not worth it…
If something major is going to happen, maybe I don’t want to know about it…Let’s just see where it leads me for a little while…
Maybe the meaning of my journey is that this whole experience that I’m having at this moment is that life is so much bigger then me…Since I can’t change or reverse what I did to myself I might as well enjoy it the best as I can…And still be honest about this surgery and it’s impact on me and my family…But most of all you only get one chance to make your life memorable and I hope I have touched people’s hearts with my presence…