Why is it that after almost 6 years of being thin, I still see the insecure overweight girl in the mirror…I don’t think I”m skinny in any way, and why is that? I think I”m more obessed now with my looks then I ever have in my whole life…Could it be that I always saw myself as overweight and always thought that wouldn’t change…Who knows…
I have people tell me how skinny I look, and I look at them back and say your just saying that to be nice to me…
I guess it’s hard to explain to people that my brain has never caught up with the rest of my body yet…:( And if you do try to explain, I get a oh get over it…
Could it be that I”m not feeling skinny yet cause I have to put my skin that is hanging on my stomach and tuck it into my jeans…That is not the most flattering thing to do, and on top of that I make sure that my arms are covered until I can get the “bat wings” taken care of…My husband tries to be so supportive, but if I can’t see myself naked how am I going to show anyone else…Maybe people are right and I need to just suck it up, but it’s really hard to do…