For the past couple of months I have known that I have needed to go into the hospital and do my IV treatments, but things kept coming up and I haven’t had time…Like all of us, life gets in the way, and I can’t do that to myself again…I’m paying the price now, because my symptoms are back like they were before they ever started the treatments…

Now let me stress this even again, I TAKE a liquid multi vitamin twice a day…Some people can’t seem to comprehend it or automatically want to judge me or people in general when they have no right to do so… That is like me judging someone if they regained weight after having this surgery, but I wouldn’t do that to another person because I don’t know their circumstances and most importantly I care to much for others…We need to be supportive of each other, not against…Which my readers are nothing like that and I greatly appreciate it, your the best….:)

So now that I have said that these are my symptoms: breathing difficulties, extreme fatigue, very pale, heart palpitations(even take a dry thiamine pill), crankiness, shakiness, lack of hunger, some hair shedding, body cramps, dry mouth, coldness(even worse then normal) etc…

I know now that I can not afford to slack off on getting my treatments…I take full responsibility on my part for not going in and I can’t feel sorry for myself and nor should anyone else for that matter…I share my personal struggles with you so that if you have problems like this, maybe your doctor can help you out before it’s too late…Everything that I’m doing comes from the heart and I wouldn’t want another person to have to deal with this on a daily basis…My goodness it’s a pain in the ass to think of this all the time and can get quite sickening to talk about oneself so much…I have a bubbly personality that gets over shadowed by my illness, which is unfortunate…

P.s. Still writing about my vitamin D issues and will have pics of everything I was taking…

Wishing everyone a great day!
Berrigirl

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